SHADES OF DISSAPOINTMENT

Black tattered rags,
and deep purple waves of pain and confuision,
circle round me in a fatal twist.
I cring my body,and fall to the floor.
I cring,from defeat.
Utter humilation,
dissapointment.
This is my dream...
a failed attempt.
I will keep moving though until i am strong.
Until I win.I hold my head up high...and keep going.
God is on my side,
and he is steeping on the tattered rags of pain and dissapointment...
I will follow him,
walk in his footsteps...
to crush the pain.
...

I feel better now.

WHEN WE MET IT WAS DESTINY

Sitting in a small cold gym,on a lonely winter night,
I met destiny.

I wasn't aware,that
I was leaning onthe knee of my future.
I turned around and stared love in the eyes.This was the first time he spoke to me.
This was the first time we smiled at each other.
I knew he was my destiny,
I felt it in my heart,
which I thought would erupt.
He made my heart beat fast.

That night,after the game,
love embraced me.
He embraced me,
and smiled.
On a cold winter night,
beneth a silver moon,
i met destiny.

AWAITING YOUR ARRIVAL

With sweaty palms and unsteady breathing,
she paces in front of the house.
Breathing deeply,not calmly.
She awaits his arrival.
This is tourture for her small blue body.
Anticipation can only offer harm to her body.
This small blue body of lies,
awaits his arrival.
With sweaty palms,she takes off the ring,
and awaits his arrival.
This small blue body of lies,
awaits,his arrival,
beneth a dying sun.
She waits.

THIS IS WHAT YOU DID TO ME

My heart is tender,
like doe.
You left your impression on my heart.
It is noticible.
For when my heart beats,
they can see that your hand is holding it.
They can see,
that my heart,
belongs to you.

IS IT PLEASING TO YOU

When i'm with you i feel so crazy.
Feels like im spinning,
on the bottom of a top.
Feels like my heart's about to stop.
Feels like life
has meaning now.
Feels like love..
and I like it.

Melodic Melodies

Your hearts lament
is in tune with mine.
Listen to our hearts
cry out to each other.
Our metronomes in sync.
Listen,to our hearts,
sing the sorrow away.
Listen...a beautiful tune indeed.

OPEN TO HEARTACHE

I open up too much when I am around you.
I become voulnerable and reckless.
Express my dreams and desires in one small fatal sigh.
I am a fool.
A fool in love,
for you.

LOVE IS: CRAZY WONDERFUL

This is crazy.
This is exciting.
This is special.
This is true.
This is phenomenal.
This is wonderful,
just being with you.

YOUR FIRST LOVE IS ALWAYS INNOCENT

You leer at me with hazy eyes,
While sitting on a bench.
No matter how far away we are,
I can feel your heartbeat.

I look for you,
searching with glass eyes.
I can not see far away,
but i regonize your body,your size.

I know the way you walk,
I know your lanky body.
I can hear you voice from far away,
whenever you choose to talk.

I watch everything you do,
because I'm falling in love with you.
So forgive me if i stare too long.
It's simply because,I admire you.

AND THE FIRE IN MY MIND IS BURNING ALL THE MEMORIES...

As the flames of your love burn the pain with a scolding fire so hot,it makes my heart stop beating.

I love the things you do to me.
I love the way you make me feel,
like i'm the only girl existing in your world.

You make me feel wonderful,
You make me feel beautiful.
You,my love,are beautiful.

So come here,
so I can tell this to you face to face..
Or should I say,face to chest.

~ you are just as wonderful as you are tall ~

NO LOVE BROKEN,NO REGRETS

No way will i let you slip away from me.
Not now,not later,
not ever again.

I can't afford to lose you.
I promise not to use you
like those others girls did back then.

I am still growing,
and you are too.
But at least we are growing,together.

Now i know how to love you.
And i'll prove it to you,in due time.
No need to rush,because all we have right now,is time.

Me,you,family,
God, and time...
this,is the equation,for forever.

Austin Colbert: Your Eyes Are Beautiful

There's so many things about you
that i love.
One being that
Your
smile always
makes me smile.
Another thing is your
Eyes
Those big brown
pearly eyes,
make me wonder why you

Are beautiful.

Waiting For You

Forever,my body,
will be one big bad memory.
Not like you care,
not like you'll notice.
I see you there,
but you do not see me here,
waiting for you,
to look in my direction.
Turn your head..

I gave it a purpose

I made love,
from harbored sin,
and guilt.
With just a pinch of zircon,
and a touch of rubies.

I breathed into it life,
with glitter.
My heart beats.
My heart beats.
Your heart beats.

Our hearts beat,
for each other.
I gave it a purpose.
I gave it,
life.

The Heart Inside Me

A broken heart/
or a heart/held together by tape/
can not sustain the heat/that true love will bring./
For the touch of a passionate lover/
will surly/melt the glue away/
and leave you/and your heart/
in pieces.

Alone

I see your eyes,
spinning like diamonds.
They brighten the room,
with darkness.
Your prescence,gives me jitters.
And your abscence,is the equivilent,
to the abscence of life.Where are you?