SHADES OF DISSAPOINTMENT

Black tattered rags,
and deep purple waves of pain and confuision,
circle round me in a fatal twist.
I cring my body,and fall to the floor.
I cring,from defeat.
Utter humilation,
dissapointment.
This is my dream...
a failed attempt.
I will keep moving though until i am strong.
Until I win.I hold my head up high...and keep going.
God is on my side,
and he is steeping on the tattered rags of pain and dissapointment...
I will follow him,
walk in his footsteps...
to crush the pain.
...

I feel better now.

WHEN WE MET IT WAS DESTINY

Sitting in a small cold gym,on a lonely winter night,
I met destiny.

I wasn't aware,that
I was leaning onthe knee of my future.
I turned around and stared love in the eyes.This was the first time he spoke to me.
This was the first time we smiled at each other.
I knew he was my destiny,
I felt it in my heart,
which I thought would erupt.
He made my heart beat fast.

That night,after the game,
love embraced me.
He embraced me,
and smiled.
On a cold winter night,
beneth a silver moon,
i met destiny.

AWAITING YOUR ARRIVAL

With sweaty palms and unsteady breathing,
she paces in front of the house.
Breathing deeply,not calmly.
She awaits his arrival.
This is tourture for her small blue body.
Anticipation can only offer harm to her body.
This small blue body of lies,
awaits his arrival.
With sweaty palms,she takes off the ring,
and awaits his arrival.
This small blue body of lies,
awaits,his arrival,
beneth a dying sun.
She waits.

THIS IS WHAT YOU DID TO ME

My heart is tender,
like doe.
You left your impression on my heart.
It is noticible.
For when my heart beats,
they can see that your hand is holding it.
They can see,
that my heart,
belongs to you.

IS IT PLEASING TO YOU

When i'm with you i feel so crazy.
Feels like im spinning,
on the bottom of a top.
Feels like my heart's about to stop.
Feels like life
has meaning now.
Feels like love..
and I like it.

Melodic Melodies

Your hearts lament
is in tune with mine.
Listen to our hearts
cry out to each other.
Our metronomes in sync.
Listen,to our hearts,
sing the sorrow away.
Listen...a beautiful tune indeed.

OPEN TO HEARTACHE

I open up too much when I am around you.
I become voulnerable and reckless.
Express my dreams and desires in one small fatal sigh.
I am a fool.
A fool in love,
for you.